Persecution

The weekend is near once again and at least I was able to achieve something even though not many people will recognize it and will even say that was so stupid of me and stuff, I know I've achieved something. I was able to go until the second round 4th place. However, only until 3rd place was accepted as qualifiers for the next round. It was such a shame and good experience. The sad thing about not winning the competition is that even though I study really hard and bring my brains to the limit, if I don't win, no one will ever recognize my hard work and even curse me for not winning the competition. Seriously, they don't have the right to tell me those things. Surely I was the one who failed to achieve victory in the competition, but they say it like it doesn't really require much work and that makes me so irritated. At least I can say thank you when they say "It's okay let's hope to win next time".
They have no right to curse me at all. If I suck that much, you should go to the competition and be the winner yourself. Well, I guess that's life. People stepping on another people to feel good about themselves and be the top in the end. And I really hate sunday if you know what I mean Ms.Mae!