don't know what to do now

I had this certain feeling that I should be the judge that will not be blinded. However, now my oath is being shaken. I worry about the future. Even if i get my ass to studying like hell, the competition rate goes higher everyday and the economy is going off to someplace which i really don't understand. How will i ever be in peace with such an obscure future ahead of all of the people. With this, mankind is going to be ruined in a matter of few years. So what can i do? nothing.