meaningless

Meaningless they are. The things that we live for is meaningless to some others. Very unpleasant this is. To be ignored the values of life. unpleasant and very disappointing indeed. Yes perhaps I have ignored some people's value of life. I would deeply regret that and if I were to list down everything that I regret would cost me a life. Abandoned, meaningless things are. Does it mean that regrets must be abandoned as well? People say that regretting is meaningless and look forward to a brighter future. How could one possibly want a bright future when his life is full of regrets and depression? He has lost the value to his life and is standing at the edge of the cliff and wants to break his own body. He has lost the will to turn back and go to the other way for the mountain top where no one has yet to come back to tell what's up on the mountain. He can not stop. Stopping has become meaningless to everybody's thoughts and everybody's thought has polluted his thoughts as well. Everyone is pushing him to move forward without knowing where he's headed. He will fall off the cliff and be free from the manacles of life that has tortured him for so many years. However the freedom has become meaningless to this man and so did moving on with the shackles. He thinks and thinks again for what is a thing that is meaningful but he can not find any. Ah what have we done? We have killed him at last. His head broken down into pieces by the boulders of memories and heart torn apart by regrets of his life. Oh how I  remember what he used to tell me.

"The life will also be the death of me."