well, good luck to all of you!

It is finally the second quarterly exam. Everybody is worked up to finish their project and works. Even I am cramming in a moment to finish this blog! Well, what can i do? good luck to all of the people who are taking tests this week!

i am a god

I've felt like a god when I'm playing a game that i can control every move of a certain things. Such as Devil may Cry. The game that was i must control character's move to defeat every enemy. But that really doesn't make me feel like a god. So the time i feel like much of a god is when i see something really smaller than me.
i can kill it, make it suffer, or make it live.
that's much of a god isn't it? well that's very ordinary thing but makes me feel like a god though.

most struggling moments... hmm

I have a very bad memory. Sometimes, I can't even remember what had happened yesterday or what day it is. So I can't quite remember when was my most struggling moments in my life.
Well, humans tend to forget things right? I think I'm the most gifted one if the forgetting things were a gift.
But, there are some moments i really want to remember, but I just can't. And there are even some memories that i really want to forget, but i just can't really forget about it. well, if someone look at it in that way, then i'm not the most gifted one in the world... well the good thing is that i don't remember my worst day and that is all i need to remember.

why do i care?

I don't give a damn about everything now.
well, at least for now.
because i know that I move on impulse rather than logic and long term planning.
but I've got a question. why should I care?
And most importantly, why do you care?

My short long boring break

i think i just wasted my vacation by just sleeping and playing games. I should have studied just a bit. But i didn't my vacation is full of regrets.

First quarter - remembering the days

My first quarter, to be honest, was a life of a party. I didn't even study a lot, and played computer games until sunrise from midnight. Well, I guess i should thank some guy i know for teaching me grade 11 math that i don't need to worry about math for a long time. However, others will ask me what about other subjects... well, than i should say that i have been listening during the class or during summer class. Basically, seeing my actions, i should be getting a very lazy grade, but i made it to the one of the top during the first quarter. And i know i'm better than this.

Greek mythology- my favorite god is....

We've been studying Greek mythology for like 2 weeks. The myth was interesting and origin was somehow similar to the one of the bible. And in my personal opinion, the greatest god of all time is Hades. Hades is a god of the underworld who... kinda... made... the... daughter... of Zeus.... as his... ummm....love slave(?). However, the thing is that the god of underworld is really an interesting and complicated job. He who became a god of underworld can't go up to Mt. Olympus and stay near Tartarus where so many brutal Titans are locked. Since he should stop the riot of the dead souls, he must be strong, which is why I like him. Besides strength, he is also cunning. He once saw a mortal who tried to take Persephone(his wife), but Hades used his tricks so that they will learn their lesson in their chair of oblivion. Hades is told to be ruthless and very strong, but to think that he even kidnapped Persephone because he loved her, is that he can also feel something warm. Hades is my favorite god and i want to say 'Go  Jerry' so that he will do his role well.