The sixth sense

We humans have five senses in general. The sense of smell, the sense of taste, the sense of sight, the sense of touch, the sense of hearing. These senses are all very essential to the life of every human being in the world. Imagine yourself not acquiring one of the senses. It is very disturbing indeed. However, in order for someone to become a individual in the society and finally be acknowledged as a person, we need the sixth sense. The sixth sense is called as the common sense. Of course, this is very obvious and in what way genius because we never thought of the sixth sense this way. By the impact of the movie, the sixth sense, we think of the sixth sense as the senses that can spot ghosts or something supernatural. However, there are lots of other senses in the world we might also need in order to survive this world. One example is humor sense which I failed to obtain. I think the people should be very much aware of these senses and put uses in to them because some people does not have one such as Tom Noh in 9B class of MITIS.

Tips on what to do when you are home alone

These are the tips on what you may do to relinquish your boredom when you are at home alone.

Tip 1. After coming finishing School, do your homework right away.
Tip 2. Do not turn on your computer or laptop until your work is done
Tip 3. After finishing your homework, try not to sleep unless you are a college student.
Tip 4. If ever you are a college student, tips I'm giving you is not applicable. So I recommend you just get out of this blog right now.
Tip 5. If ever you are an adult with a job , you don't need this shit so press the x mark on the upper right part of your desktop.
Tip 6. Look at your room
Tip 7. If messy, clean it. Now
Tip 8. When you are done cleaning your room, clean the whole house.
Tip 9. When you are done with cleaning your house, do not grab a cigarette and smoke but try the shower.
Tip 10. It will be about dinner after doing all those stuffs so eat. You can't cook like your mother can, so get out of the house and buy something to eat. You don't have some money with you? It's okay. Just go over to your friend's house and have dinner with them. But you must get your friend's permission first.
Tip 11. Try to play with your friend. If he or she is not done with the homework, show yours.
Tip 12. Go back to your house by 9 O'clock.
Tip 13. Now, turn on your computer and play games.
Tip 14. If you are not into playing games, just go in front of the TV, and watch some news, dramas, or anything that will please you.
Tip 15. If you are not also pleased by watching TV, the last option is that you go out of your house again and run around your village until you are totally exhausted.
Tip 16. It will be almost time for you to go to bed by then. So now you sleep.

(as mentioned at Tip 4 and 5, Adults and college students are not affected by doing these tips and you know it very well yourself and if you have read through everything, then it's either you are a jobless adult or Ms.Mae)

These tips comes from my own experience of self living.
good night people!

Prom!!!

Prom is on next week Thursday... Already!

I knew that starting this year I'm going to experience it and I thought I would be kinda ready for it or something but I was most definitely wrong. I don't have a date and worse, I don't even have a suit. I'd better start looking for one and I can't afford to have any date neither in school nor out school. It would be a waste of money if I didn't go there at all and what else can I do there?

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From April 4 to April 6, I went to an outreach with my church people for it was an activity from the church. I didn't want to go there at first because it would be tiring, I have to do my undone homework, I need to work on my Social Studies project and I still need to practice my guitar. I still went there even though I didn't want to. I was helping people like giving them clothes, playing with them, and sharing foods with them but fuck!!! why the hell did they have to live so far away! I had to go over several mountains to get to them and took us 4 to 5 hours to get there! I got a lot of sun burns and I've lost a lot of weight. If I got anything from this experience, that would be knowledge for survival in crucial conditions of the mountains. I ate food with my bare hand, not enough water supply, no electricity. Can you even imagine walking more than 15 kilometers? Wow... I can't even believe it myself that I've done that thing... Right now my skin is burning... I wonder Jesus walked for more than 15 kilometers and carried a bag that weighed more than 10 kilograms... I wonder... It was not a pleasant experience but very memorable and somehow helpful.

March ends tomorrow night

Finally, the month of March ends tomorrow night. How exciting for the little kids. They grow older by a bit and for the adults... well let's just say they won't really be happy... Me? well, I've got nothing to say but I can't really say that I'm exactly happy. Surely, March last year was so much good for me, but you know what they say... What used to be the happiest memory could be the most miserable memory. When ever I think about coming April... I just can't speak a word. Every breath becomes painful and it sucks to feel this way. It's like I'm in a room filled with poison. I can't escape, the time is my only chance to get out of the misery... Ah... I hate pain, especially the pain in the heart. First I thought I just had physically weak heart, but it wasn't. It was indeed weak, but the amount of coldness it can take was a little amount.

God or People?

I've been questioning the existence of god for so many years and came to an answer why I'm questioning god. I actually wanted to believe god. However, people around me who says they are catholic or christian do something that are really unacceptable for even for the ones with no religion at all. That is why the world is getting screwed like this. I was afraid that I would live like them, not really disobeying the rules and doing something that are useless to the society, if I say that I believe in god. I really hate lying to others and further more, myself. I'd be lying if I'm a christian and I do those things that are unacceptable to the society. The problem was always the people not god. If god had anything to do with my questioning of him is that he made me live in the world there are full of chaos and grief. People are the ones causing the trouble. If god was the one who intended it all, then he would not be called the all forgiving.

To be honest, don't you think people making games amazing?

Seriously, I mean really, I think people making game is really intellectual, creative, and artistic individuals. See how they managed to make the game world controllable to every single player. To explain the game people's creativeness and intelligence, I first need to tell how they make games. First they think about how the game will go and the story for the game. It requires a lot of intelligence and creativity for the world of game is sometimes way beyond people's imaginations. For some games, lots of novelists gets awed and wants themselves to be taken by the game. That's why lots of novelists who published fictional novels are scouted to the game company and I don't need to explain to people that the novelists are talented individuals. After the planning of the game, the game goes through concept art design and game character design.  These are the example of the game illustrations.





And the concept arts.






after the game character and world design, they need to make it move. If you've used the word pad to make a webpage, it's the same principle. They type the codes in the word pad and they will save it as some other file name that only the game will understand and make it move as wanted. They set the items, character actions and NPC's (non-playing character) behavior. A famous game known for various NPC behavior is the Elder's Scroll's series, the most recent Elder's Scroll series is Skyrim. Where all the quests vary from time to time and when you do some actions against the rule, you will also go to jail. Just by explaining how game is made, we can see that the game producers are very intellectual and artistic indeed. We must keep on supporting game corporation and develop the game life until it gets better and better.

That's why if I have a chance, I want to be part of the game producing team.